Bent over, carrying
The slate-grey
Sky with me
As I descend
The winding steps slowly
Into the garden,
I cannot pretend
It’s been easy
From beginning to end,
Nor can I not
But hesitate at the last
Step and look back on
To where the house,
Smothered
In a sea of jasmine,
Floats ambivalent,
As if hewn out
Of clear blocks
Of diaphanous air.