“It often seems to me that it is better to be asleep than to find yourself without companions
And insist so. And what can you do in this state of suspense, what say?
I do not know.
And what is the use of poets in a mean spirited time?”
--Friedrich Hoelderlin, (quoted by George Seferis at the beginning of Log Book 1, Roderick Beaton translation.)
After yet another oppressive
Day, what with Covid-19
And a society and government—
Dare I say world?—
In apparent disarray, to wake up
In the dead of night, say
Four-thirty, and remain transfixed
There in the darkness unable
To go back to sleep, anxious
To witness one more glorious
Morning unfolding slowly
Its dawning
Sheets of blinding light,
Wide-eyed awake forever
And ever before you
To your dying day.